pinterdependent
I've never had so many possessions. I've never felt so comfortable. I feel like I have something to lose. I feel complacent. I'm going to have to lose some things. I need to hurt again.
Maybe I'll lose her. I never had her. People aren't possessions. Together we reflect a state of being. Just because I'm not with her anymore doesn't mean that I've lost anything.
Depression isn't one perception. It can have different state of beings. Our environments, if they remain stagnant, only allow us to address certain issues. Fulfillment is achieved through doing. Depression is achieved through thinking.
What is balance? I think therefore I'm never sure. I think balance changes as we age. We are only allowed to be aware of so many things at a time. Age suggests what we're allowed to be aware of. The universe aims voices, messages, waves of communication our way because they concern a quality of our being. Age represents a quality of being. What I fail to recognize sometimes is that you can go back ten years in a matter of minutes. Seconds if you're feeling frisky.
How I love to disregard things when I can't see how they relate to the current moment.
Cheated on my girlfriend last night. It felt right. It felt like I was being used; like it should. At least I felt it. I wondered if I would at all.
It's a lot of pressure, a monogamous relationship. Pressure on each other to fulfill the roles of a lover, friend and companion. One person can't possibly be held responsible for all these things all the time. Why not spread our love? When we're more open and vulnerable, more giving and accepting, and honest, we'll get it all back. Right? Maybe not right away. Maybe not in this life. Maybe not in the ways we expect. Love is the ability to be honest even when you think it might end everything. Love isn't always the smartest...
I could see the hurt in my girlfriend's eyes when I told her. Even though I didn't cum. She wanted it to happen. I'm not the smartest...
Chaos is the height of the life wave and, complacency, the trough. I've always lived aiming for the crests and ignoring everything in between. Maybe's about time for a change; to step into a void; live at a different frequency; play another song.
Maybe I'll lose her. I never had her. People aren't possessions. Together we reflect a state of being. Just because I'm not with her anymore doesn't mean that I've lost anything.
Depression isn't one perception. It can have different state of beings. Our environments, if they remain stagnant, only allow us to address certain issues. Fulfillment is achieved through doing. Depression is achieved through thinking.
What is balance? I think therefore I'm never sure. I think balance changes as we age. We are only allowed to be aware of so many things at a time. Age suggests what we're allowed to be aware of. The universe aims voices, messages, waves of communication our way because they concern a quality of our being. Age represents a quality of being. What I fail to recognize sometimes is that you can go back ten years in a matter of minutes. Seconds if you're feeling frisky.
How I love to disregard things when I can't see how they relate to the current moment.
Cheated on my girlfriend last night. It felt right. It felt like I was being used; like it should. At least I felt it. I wondered if I would at all.
It's a lot of pressure, a monogamous relationship. Pressure on each other to fulfill the roles of a lover, friend and companion. One person can't possibly be held responsible for all these things all the time. Why not spread our love? When we're more open and vulnerable, more giving and accepting, and honest, we'll get it all back. Right? Maybe not right away. Maybe not in this life. Maybe not in the ways we expect. Love is the ability to be honest even when you think it might end everything. Love isn't always the smartest...
I could see the hurt in my girlfriend's eyes when I told her. Even though I didn't cum. She wanted it to happen. I'm not the smartest...
Chaos is the height of the life wave and, complacency, the trough. I've always lived aiming for the crests and ignoring everything in between. Maybe's about time for a change; to step into a void; live at a different frequency; play another song.
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